Day 602: See Nagi Procrastinate
Apr. 1st, 2008 10:21 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nagi_schwarzThis is the much advanced, law school version of see Jane run. After, say, Jane sat through five hours of lecture. And then an hour of hashing over a motion brief. And then an hour and a half of hashing over other people's motion briefs.
It was a long day today, and I'm so brain dead that I honestly don't care that I'm not doing homework. After I got done with my motion brief at the writing center I headed up to the corner to do homework, but instead foolishly clicked on a link that Logan had posted on Myspace.
Bad idea. The last time I felt so awful and tainted was, well, let's say it involved the Carhart case. I don't know why I stuck through it for that long. Maybe because I was offering up a bona fide attempt at seeing the merit in something that was argumentative, meritless, and honestly shoddily done. I gave up after less than an hour of hell-inducing taint and attempted homework while Adam tried to talk to me.
Jason skipped school today. I don't care anymore. I was so burned out that I didn't care anymore. I didn't care that Adam was trying to talk to me and I'm fed up with the way he expects to be able to slink off and study and then come back and pester the hell out of me while I'm trying to study. I'm tired of the way he constantly digs at me for being an English major, the way he tries to ferret out of me some deep dark secret that will somehow, some way, invalidate how hard I work and make him the better student. The whole point of Knoepfler's assignment was anonymity. Why he broke it and then expected me to do the same was foolish and arrogant and self-serving. When Jason comes back tomorrow, I won't give him the notes for the double K session he missed, or for anything he missed for that matter. Adam skipped Civ Pro and did so intentionally. I could've picked up the review sheet and passed on Whitten's additional assignment, but I didn't. I'm not here to help them succeed - I'm no one's mother or secretary. If they so choose to skip class, then they can face the consequences. I'm not here to bail anyone out.
Of anything.
I learned that with Nick.
I came home and played Step Mania, which I foolishly downloaded for my laptop and now play like a moron. I'll have to download more songs for it. It was a foolish thing to do, but what can I say? I'm part of generation now, and we like our entertainment when we want it, thank you very much.
I have to sign up for fall semester classes. I have to renew my FAFSA. I have to finish that damned motion brief.
My soul still feels like it did after Nick went at my psyche with a metaphysical back hoe.
Probably the one good thing today was hearing Justin's voice, even if he was just asking for help on an English paper.
Ah, hell.
I should do Con Law.
It was a long day today, and I'm so brain dead that I honestly don't care that I'm not doing homework. After I got done with my motion brief at the writing center I headed up to the corner to do homework, but instead foolishly clicked on a link that Logan had posted on Myspace.
Bad idea. The last time I felt so awful and tainted was, well, let's say it involved the Carhart case. I don't know why I stuck through it for that long. Maybe because I was offering up a bona fide attempt at seeing the merit in something that was argumentative, meritless, and honestly shoddily done. I gave up after less than an hour of hell-inducing taint and attempted homework while Adam tried to talk to me.
Jason skipped school today. I don't care anymore. I was so burned out that I didn't care anymore. I didn't care that Adam was trying to talk to me and I'm fed up with the way he expects to be able to slink off and study and then come back and pester the hell out of me while I'm trying to study. I'm tired of the way he constantly digs at me for being an English major, the way he tries to ferret out of me some deep dark secret that will somehow, some way, invalidate how hard I work and make him the better student. The whole point of Knoepfler's assignment was anonymity. Why he broke it and then expected me to do the same was foolish and arrogant and self-serving. When Jason comes back tomorrow, I won't give him the notes for the double K session he missed, or for anything he missed for that matter. Adam skipped Civ Pro and did so intentionally. I could've picked up the review sheet and passed on Whitten's additional assignment, but I didn't. I'm not here to help them succeed - I'm no one's mother or secretary. If they so choose to skip class, then they can face the consequences. I'm not here to bail anyone out.
Of anything.
I learned that with Nick.
I came home and played Step Mania, which I foolishly downloaded for my laptop and now play like a moron. I'll have to download more songs for it. It was a foolish thing to do, but what can I say? I'm part of generation now, and we like our entertainment when we want it, thank you very much.
I have to sign up for fall semester classes. I have to renew my FAFSA. I have to finish that damned motion brief.
My soul still feels like it did after Nick went at my psyche with a metaphysical back hoe.
Probably the one good thing today was hearing Justin's voice, even if he was just asking for help on an English paper.
Ah, hell.
I should do Con Law.
